Had my first job interview today. I was soo nervous & excited.

But afterwards, I just lost all confidence -_- I think I did horribly..

Idk, I think I’m qualified, but akdfjakdjf my voice just isn’t loud enough, sigh :(

No lie, it makes me feel special when I get “likes” on facebook..LOL

I don’t get why I’m nice to people that don’t really give a shit about me.

As long as I’m not being taken advantage of, I guess I like trying to make people’s days.

Do unto others as you’d like them do unto you. But they end up being scandalous, lol.

Hi I’m a braceface now :3

Honestly, I did feel lonely today. Seeing all those balloons, teddy bears, chocolates, and couples at school made me feel left out. I’ve never had a valentine. It’d be nice to feel special to someone, but I wouldn’t want it to be for just one day, so I’m fine with spending another Valentine’s day alone. My time will come and I won’t need a holiday as a reason to show the person I love how much I care.

Today, I realized how much I appreciate my school staff.  Rather than punishing me, they were really understanding. I finally got caught for ditching 5th period since the beginning of the year, LOL. And they finally took the time to listen to my reasoning and give me what I’ve been wanting. Maybe now I can finally get the 4.0 gpa that I’ve always been wanting (‘:

Idk why I’m feeling lonely right now. Maybe cause it’s almost valentine’s day and I’ve never had one :( I’ve always wanted that one special valentine.. I want to feel special with everyone else on that day tooo. Actually I’d like to feel special any day -.- I don’t like late night thoughts, it always makes me sad.

Happy with my grades! I got my report card today, it was 4 A’s and 1 F. The F is only because I’ve never gone to that class and the counselors won’t let me drop it. Yeah I’m taking “easy” classes, but I still tried hard in them, and I actually did learn a lot this semester.

But when I showed my dad my report card, he’s just talking about the F, even though he knows I don’t go to that class. adsjfhajkf I just want him to be proud of my accomplishments. I need some motivation to keep trying.

We don’t have to be best friends and talk to each other 24/7. I just want someone that’s real. I’m tired of scandalous people walking in and out of my life.

going to disneyland today! ♥

hehehe happiest place on earth. this place is always worry-free & stress relieving for me :)